Title: Sunday 13th January 2013 Time: Sunday, January 13, 2013 @ 4:25 AM 1 comment | Back to top
Hey, after so long, I am here again updating this inactive blog...
Just have the urge to type out those feelings I had these days... It have been years and everything is different now... Some of which changes so fast that I didn't manage to catch a breath... Guess no one is gona read this blog now but it's better in this way...
Hmm... A lot of complications in me and I don't understand why am I still feeling confused despite me knowing wad will be the ans... Maybe because I am unwilling to admit that it's impossible... But even just by thinking of the options, all come to the same conclusion, so why am I still struggling?
Actually I shld have just close one eye and continue, but I knw I fall too deep inside that I am afraid that one day, it may be too hard for me to withdraw... I'm abit tired and trying to live my life normal again... However, there is still chaos inside me... I know wad I want and I know that the deep down feeling is still there that I couldn't just neglect the fact...
Every moment seems so precious to me... Every event seems so important to me, but only to me... I know that u will never cross over the line, so do I, having no idea on how to cross it... Maybe this is really all fated? Even readings says it wouldn't last... But why am I still hoping for a future? Am I just so stubborn? Maybe it's just not meant to be...
~ I'm keep waiting, that you didn't know ~
Sign off,
Kelly
Title: Monday 25th October 2010 Time: Monday, October 25, 2010 @ 2:28 AM 0 comment | Back to top
Hie bloggy,
Oh okay, well just feel like typing and that's what makes me here...
No school on monday makes me feel relaxing... but after next week it will be tues instead.... T.T
Hmm... Enjoyed my day ytd with people I somehow wish to see...
But i seemed to get ignored again... am i?
I dont know =/
Sometimes I just feel very confused... Having all those unconfirmed stuffs going on in my head... And those real life situation that arent sorted out makes me really kinda stuck in the middle of nowhere... I seriously duno wad i really want and i duno wad will happen but y are u treating me like this? Cant u just give me a confirmation -.-
I feel bad when I have to be kept in the darkness and it seems that I am not the one u wanted to hold but yet all the things u said just contradict me -.-
okok the more I type, the more I am confused about
Tata~
Title: Wednesday 22nd September 2010 Time: Wednesday, September 22, 2010 @ 10:56 AM 0 comment | Back to top
Hey bloggy... u are so dead now haha... Yea lots of things happen and why am i always making things worse when i knw what i want?
I duno why when i saw all that he typed, i got so scared that i wanna turn it off... becos i am not prepared... i duno why am i lidat... maybe actually i dun have the courage anymore... or somehow i really doesnt want it... And now i made things worse...
He must be disappointed and wanted to hack care me... well... today is mid-autumn festival, I wish to celebrate tgt with him but i guess he wouldnt want it... Sorry, for wad I've said... u are a nice guy...
Guess I shouldnt go bother your life for the moment =/ Happy moments just ended like that... feels sad...
Well... Holiday is kinda boring for me... Nvr jio ppl out also and seems that my clique doesnt have any clique events being organized -.- Everyday play game, eat, watch tv den slp... what a good pig style =x opps haha
Enjoy while I can now... And I miss my friends... Fyp 2 assignment is out... Dam it... Watched Resident Evil 4: AfterLife during my holiday and love it quite lot... hahax...
Alright, happy mid-autumn festival for all...
Tata~
Title: Saturday 21st August 2010 Time: Saturday, August 21, 2010 @ 12:53 AM 0 comment | Back to top
Yo bloggie... Since when was the last time I update?HAHA...
Oh well.... I cut my hair today, kinda like it BUT the dye like not very well done... the colour is obvious on upper part of my hair but the bottom part can barely see any colour >.< dam... Kay la... overall still ok... XD
Holiday was kinda relaxing... will get on with outings coming up as relaxation time is over... and i get kinda bored =x
Today, my cat accidently had a slight scratch on my eyes and I'm afraid it leave any scratches or wad... cant really see whether got scratches not... shld I go see doc?Kinda scared... SAME EYE ever since i last injured my eye LOLs...
Still can see though, but just afraid there is some side effect... Scolded my cat harsh enough that makes her emo LOLs...
kinda miss my clique!love hanging with u guys... hahax... tat day we went dog farm, but there is lots of other stuffs! omg the horse so big can... when it approach us, i from the mood of so excited to feed it to scared of feeding it -.- but in the end, it is really cool XD Lets have another outing hahax...
Kinda game until sian -.- gona get some break from it i guess...
Alright tata~
Title: Tuesday 1st June 2010 Time: Tuesday, June 01, 2010 @ 9:49 AM 0 comment | Back to top
Yo blog... Tired~~~ hahax yet happy la... quite enjoying and dead too =/ KTV was totally highness...
ahahahahaha... hope to organize something else nxt time XD anyway, I am happy tat we at least enjoy quite a lot, though the ton-ing part is abit dead ~ cos everyone was tired HAHA.... and i just fall aslp too =x
alright elaborate more tml or wadever...
Hope they enjoy too...
Buai~ XD
Title: Monday 31st May 2010 Time: Monday, May 31, 2010 @ 9:52 AM 0 comment | Back to top
Yo bloggie... Yea tats right, today is the event day!!!!woohoo... I am setting off soon XD
One ting is I dun understand why ppl have to copy everytime... so ur ting doesnt work and so copy other ppl's idea?why dun in the first place follow other ppl's idea rather than doing stupid tings and ended up going back to other ppl's idea...
Buay tahan...
But anyway, today is e big day so I dun wanna spoil my mood! YAY going out!going out!going out!
Set Off~
Title: Sunday 13th January 2013 Time: Sunday, January 13, 2013 @ 4:25 AM 1 comment | Back to top
Hey, after so long, I am here again updating this inactive blog...
Just have the urge to type out those feelings I had these days... It have been years and everything is different now... Some of which changes so fast that I didn't manage to catch a breath... Guess no one is gona read this blog now but it's better in this way...
Hmm... A lot of complications in me and I don't understand why am I still feeling confused despite me knowing wad will be the ans... Maybe because I am unwilling to admit that it's impossible... But even just by thinking of the options, all come to the same conclusion, so why am I still struggling?
Actually I shld have just close one eye and continue, but I knw I fall too deep inside that I am afraid that one day, it may be too hard for me to withdraw... I'm abit tired and trying to live my life normal again... However, there is still chaos inside me... I know wad I want and I know that the deep down feeling is still there that I couldn't just neglect the fact...
Every moment seems so precious to me... Every event seems so important to me, but only to me... I know that u will never cross over the line, so do I, having no idea on how to cross it... Maybe this is really all fated? Even readings says it wouldn't last... But why am I still hoping for a future? Am I just so stubborn? Maybe it's just not meant to be...
~ I'm keep waiting, that you didn't know ~
Sign off,
Kelly
Title: Monday 25th October 2010 Time: Monday, October 25, 2010 @ 2:28 AM 0 comment | Back to top
Hie bloggy,
Oh okay, well just feel like typing and that's what makes me here...
No school on monday makes me feel relaxing... but after next week it will be tues instead.... T.T
Hmm... Enjoyed my day ytd with people I somehow wish to see...
But i seemed to get ignored again... am i?
I dont know =/
Sometimes I just feel very confused... Having all those unconfirmed stuffs going on in my head... And those real life situation that arent sorted out makes me really kinda stuck in the middle of nowhere... I seriously duno wad i really want and i duno wad will happen but y are u treating me like this? Cant u just give me a confirmation -.-
I feel bad when I have to be kept in the darkness and it seems that I am not the one u wanted to hold but yet all the things u said just contradict me -.-
okok the more I type, the more I am confused about
Tata~
Title: Wednesday 22nd September 2010 Time: Wednesday, September 22, 2010 @ 10:56 AM 0 comment | Back to top
Hey bloggy... u are so dead now haha... Yea lots of things happen and why am i always making things worse when i knw what i want?
I duno why when i saw all that he typed, i got so scared that i wanna turn it off... becos i am not prepared... i duno why am i lidat... maybe actually i dun have the courage anymore... or somehow i really doesnt want it... And now i made things worse...
He must be disappointed and wanted to hack care me... well... today is mid-autumn festival, I wish to celebrate tgt with him but i guess he wouldnt want it... Sorry, for wad I've said... u are a nice guy...
Guess I shouldnt go bother your life for the moment =/ Happy moments just ended like that... feels sad...
Well... Holiday is kinda boring for me... Nvr jio ppl out also and seems that my clique doesnt have any clique events being organized -.- Everyday play game, eat, watch tv den slp... what a good pig style =x opps haha
Enjoy while I can now... And I miss my friends... Fyp 2 assignment is out... Dam it... Watched Resident Evil 4: AfterLife during my holiday and love it quite lot... hahax...
Alright, happy mid-autumn festival for all...
Tata~
Title: Saturday 21st August 2010 Time: Saturday, August 21, 2010 @ 12:53 AM 0 comment | Back to top
Yo bloggie... Since when was the last time I update?HAHA...
Oh well.... I cut my hair today, kinda like it BUT the dye like not very well done... the colour is obvious on upper part of my hair but the bottom part can barely see any colour >.< dam... Kay la... overall still ok... XD
Holiday was kinda relaxing... will get on with outings coming up as relaxation time is over... and i get kinda bored =x
Today, my cat accidently had a slight scratch on my eyes and I'm afraid it leave any scratches or wad... cant really see whether got scratches not... shld I go see doc?Kinda scared... SAME EYE ever since i last injured my eye LOLs...
Still can see though, but just afraid there is some side effect... Scolded my cat harsh enough that makes her emo LOLs...
kinda miss my clique!love hanging with u guys... hahax... tat day we went dog farm, but there is lots of other stuffs! omg the horse so big can... when it approach us, i from the mood of so excited to feed it to scared of feeding it -.- but in the end, it is really cool XD Lets have another outing hahax...
Kinda game until sian -.- gona get some break from it i guess...
Alright tata~
Title: Tuesday 1st June 2010 Time: Tuesday, June 01, 2010 @ 9:49 AM 0 comment | Back to top
Yo blog... Tired~~~ hahax yet happy la... quite enjoying and dead too =/ KTV was totally highness...
ahahahahaha... hope to organize something else nxt time XD anyway, I am happy tat we at least enjoy quite a lot, though the ton-ing part is abit dead ~ cos everyone was tired HAHA.... and i just fall aslp too =x
alright elaborate more tml or wadever...
Hope they enjoy too...
Buai~ XD
Title: Monday 31st May 2010 Time: Monday, May 31, 2010 @ 9:52 AM 0 comment | Back to top
Yo bloggie... Yea tats right, today is the event day!!!!woohoo... I am setting off soon XD
One ting is I dun understand why ppl have to copy everytime... so ur ting doesnt work and so copy other ppl's idea?why dun in the first place follow other ppl's idea rather than doing stupid tings and ended up going back to other ppl's idea...
Buay tahan...
But anyway, today is e big day so I dun wanna spoil my mood! YAY going out!going out!going out!
Set Off~
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Title: Wednesday 22nd September 2010
My name is Kelly, you can call me Jelly and I am a Gemini. I really love my cat mimi.