kelly

Monday 25th October 2010

2010-10-25T02:28:00.002+08:00

Hie bloggy,

Oh okay, well just feel like typing and that's what makes me here...

No school on monday makes me feel relaxing... but after next week it will be tues instead.... T.T

Hmm... Enjoyed my day ytd with people I somehow wish to see...

But i seemed to get ignored again... am i?

I dont know =/

Sometimes I just feel very confused... Having all those unconfirmed stuffs going on in my head... And those real life situation that arent sorted out makes me really kinda stuck in the middle of nowhere... I seriously duno wad i really want and i duno wad will happen but y are u treating me like this? Cant u just give me a confirmation -.-

I feel bad when I have to be kept in the darkness and it seems that I am not the one u wanted to hold but yet all the things u said just contradict me -.-

okok the more I type, the more I am confused about

Tata~

Wednesday 22nd September 2010

2010-09-22T10:56:00.002+08:00

Hey bloggy...
u are so dead now haha...
Yea lots of things happen and why am i always making things worse when i knw what i want?

I duno why when i saw all that he typed, i got so scared that i wanna turn it off... becos i am not prepared... i duno why am i lidat... maybe actually i dun have the courage anymore... or somehow i really doesnt want it... And now i made things worse...

He must be disappointed and wanted to hack care me... well... today is mid-autumn festival, I wish to celebrate tgt with him but i guess he wouldnt want it... Sorry, for wad I've said... u are a nice guy...

Guess I shouldnt go bother your life for the moment =/ Happy moments just ended like that... feels sad...

Well... Holiday is kinda boring for me... Nvr jio ppl out also and seems that my clique doesnt have any clique events being organized -.- Everyday play game, eat, watch tv den slp... what a good pig style =x opps haha

Enjoy while I can now... And I miss my friends... Fyp 2 assignment is out... Dam it... Watched Resident Evil 4: AfterLife during my holiday and love it quite lot... hahax...

Alright, happy mid-autumn festival for all...

Tata~

Saturday 21st August 2010

2010-08-21T00:53:00.002+08:00

Yo bloggie...
Since when was the last time I update?HAHA...

Oh well.... I cut my hair today, kinda like it BUT the dye like not very well done... the colour is obvious on upper part of my hair but the bottom part can barely see any colour >.< dam... Kay la... overall still ok... XD

Holiday was kinda relaxing... will get on with outings coming up as relaxation time is over... and i get kinda bored =x

Today, my cat accidently had a slight scratch on my eyes and I'm afraid it leave any scratches or wad... cant really see whether got scratches not... shld I go see doc?Kinda scared... SAME EYE ever since i last injured my eye LOLs...

Still can see though, but just afraid there is some side effect... Scolded my cat harsh enough that makes her emo LOLs...

kinda miss my clique!love hanging with u guys... hahax... tat day we went dog farm, but there is lots of other stuffs! omg the horse so big can... when it approach us, i from the mood of so excited to feed it to scared of feeding it -.-
but in the end, it is really cool XD Lets have another outing hahax...

Kinda game until sian -.- gona get some break from it i guess...

Alright tata~

Tuesday 1st June 2010

2010-06-01T09:49:00.002+08:00

Yo blog...
Tired~~~ hahax yet happy la... quite enjoying and dead too =/
KTV was totally highness...

ahahahahaha... hope to organize something else nxt time XD anyway, I am happy tat we at least enjoy quite a lot, though the ton-ing part is abit dead ~ cos everyone was tired HAHA....
and i just fall aslp too =x

alright elaborate more tml or wadever...

Hope they enjoy too...

Buai~ XD

Monday 31st May 2010

2010-05-31T09:52:00.002+08:00

Yo bloggie...
Yea tats right, today is the event day!!!!woohoo...
I am setting off soon XD

One ting is I dun understand why ppl have to copy everytime... so ur ting doesnt work and so copy other ppl's idea?why dun in the first place follow other ppl's idea rather than doing stupid tings and ended up going back to other ppl's idea...

Buay tahan...

But anyway, today is e big day so I dun wanna spoil my mood!
YAY going out!going out!going out!

Set Off~

Sunday 30th May 2010

2010-05-30T11:26:00.002+08:00

Hello blog!
Haha.... TOMORROW EVENT WOOOHOOOO excited shalalala~ =)

Humans are weird... the more they say they dun care, actually they care ALOT...

I just get to knw some deep inside words from someone... if a man and a woman really love one another, why do they still wanna find ways not to be tgt?why?dun understand... but i stay firm on my stand... =)

Feeling so excited as we will be ton-ing at Charis hse!!!!YAY!!!! XBOX, MAHJONG(i gona own!), POKER and dunow wad....

KKay....
tata~

Wednesday 26th May 2010

2010-05-26T10:25:00.002+08:00

Yo bloggie!!

Words of the day:
*Dislike ppl that say and do differently... So all the saying is crappy excuses... Dislike ppl who cant do a certain thing yet go and do... Waste time waste money... wad a person that will piss people off...*

Accompany Jeremy Ong and Zhenghao for their Napfa... haha both pass le... Together with Sopphia and Charis on Monday, Wanling and Charis on Tuesday... I sense something fishy coming from them nwadays... Even Kelicia u knw, weird~

Okay... thats all tata...~

Saturday 22nd May 2010

2010-05-22T21:25:00.003+08:00

YOYO!
AHAHAHAX... dam dam dam dam HAPPY! XD
enjoyed my 20th birthday ytd hehehe!!!! Really love it lots.... Thanks to Kelicia(sista), Charis, Wanling, Jeremy Ong, Zhenghao & JJ... XD thanks Sopp too for e present XD
Haha... total high-ness XDD

Got lots of blessings and wishes... feeling dam sweet and warm =x *hair stand*
okok... we went XIN WANG to eat dinner... Tiramisu is my cake XD! Present from them is a GUESS wallet... =] done lots of crazy post omg LOLS... once in a year haha so ok la...

NOW!ALL!Lets look forward to our K-TV event!wohoooo.... that day sure is a fun one... I am so glad that my strategy did work!See... so wad if u invite whole lots of friends but some attend and not close to one another, in the end will not enjoy THAT much.... I am pretty convince that tis will be a fun one =] Both quantity and quality (Jeremy's sentence)

HAHAx.... I knw often people tink I am so bad and stuff, hahax... but if the effect works, why not?=) kay la... I hope somehow, everyone gets better... in terms of health, love, studies =)

Will upload photos when I am not lazy =x

kkay...
Tata...

Monday 17th May 2010

2010-05-17T02:14:00.002+08:00

Hello Bloggie...
Kinda happy that I have reach my objective of my event XD

But sad because... of someting else.... Feeling worried... It really hurts me seeing him like tis...
Haix... Now that I realize having to knw he love me or not isnt really important now... As long as, everyting gud gets to him, tats all I want between us...

Oh man... I gona wake up from my work..!! Have been slacking in sch tat really affects my grades... I tink becos during holiday I didnt really have much rest and tis new sem just makes me feel restless... So... I will try to work hard again... kinda hard to score for me...

I really wish he can push through... wadever bad tings that happen to him, will get away soon... How I wish to share his burden, his stress... even though I have lots now but... It just hurts me to knw all the bad tings that fall onto him... Please I beg u god, dun let him suffer any longer... please.......

Sign off

Tuesday 11th May 2010

2010-05-11T11:50:00.004+08:00

Yo bloggie...
Rotting in class ~.~

Hahax... have been repeating the same ting over and over again abt all the incidents... Yawn~
Well, if tat person cant get the hint wad can I do rite... Everyone did things for a purpose... Blame their detector poor lo... Hahax...

I just dun understand just because u dun like it, u have to press on the person to go on ur way... tats such an unreasonable act... Guess wad I have did so far are right... Some people will nvr learn without good lesson... This is when they learn to be independent and some other areas...

YAYs... Loves W65N people who are going to the event... They are so funny... Kelicia my bestie!Always have the same view and tinking as mine... Often have common friends, best friend, topic, and maybe enemy?XD

MISS GOING OUT THAN FYP!!!

Okay... finish of my crap... also dunoe wad i typed since so sian in marketing lesson...
Seriously penalized and hate ppl who ALWAYS speak vulgarities... if speaking vulgarities make u sounds fierce or powerful, seriously, tat only show how lousy u are...

kkay...

tata~

Monday 10th May 2010

2010-05-10T21:36:00.004+08:00

Yo bloggie!
Hahax... I just get so excited each they upon knowing the number of people going for KTV event each day... Seriously, this sure will be a rocks event I guess...

At least with the amount of people I invite, predicted more than half will go... This makes me feels contented.... XD oh ya... and my Birthday coming... a little sian but still wanna enjoy somehow... hehex...

So my birthday is another event again =o but of cos, a small one will do XD
As age grews, hope for a big birthday celebration no longer exist... hahax...

Well... Really hope we will enjoy for the events! =))))
Feel that the event is kinda well planned...
Co-organizer is MingFeng (Nah give u credit le la)

Dun worry, wont force anyone to go or not to go... Go as your wish and will...

kkay... Lets ROCKS tgt with our vocals!!!

TATA~

*I feel nothing bad and wrong with saying the truth and expressing myself... I could say no one is wrong... as long as no pattern, equals peace XD

Sunday 9th May 2010

2010-05-09T20:47:00.003+08:00

Hello Bloggie!

HAPPY MAMA DAY!

kkay... bought mum a bag... she seems kinda like it and kinda dislike the bag that my bro bought... hahax... a small quarrel with bro due to the bag issue... Lame~

HAHAX....

Oh well... I am so high about the KTV event nw after knwing the number of ppl going... XD
Well... at least I dun force anyone to go my event... If someone nid to force people to go for their event in order to prove that its a successful one, i find it no point... HAHA...

At least in my heart, we knw well how "gud" is an event...

kkay... LETS ENJOY SINGING...

less people more singing for me XD

tata~

Friday 7th May 2010

2010-05-07T21:05:00.002+08:00

Yo bloggie...
Hmm... recently dam hot until my temper also rise LOL...
Ps... I didnt really mean it but the weather seriously freak me off...

Nothing much new nwadays actually but kind of sian of my studies... NIDA BUCK UP!

Alright peeps, time for KTV event... Organized one but predict approx 10 will go only hahax... Since I also invite 16 ppl only... W65N peeps =)

Kinda got freak off... Why will there ever have such a person that complains almost everyting in their life... Seriously, everyone have a limit... so dun overdo it...

Okay... Looking forward for the event I organized... Hope that it is kinda successful XD

SING TOGETHER HOR!

TATA~

Friday 30th April 2010

2010-04-30T01:12:00.003+08:00

Hi...
Nowadays very suay... haix...
Got hurt alot... haix...

Last Sat went out with Ivan and Kelicia again to Bugis and Plaza Singapura... Makes me think of u...
Kelicia go off early...
Ivan and I catch a movie...
Shutter Island...
not tat nice actually...

*用微笑来掩盖心理的痛苦，难道你不曾想过我是抱着什么样的心情来度过可悲的人生吗？

Tats all...
Bye

Tuesday 20th April 2010

2010-04-20T01:13:00.002+08:00

Hi...
Last Sunday went Bugis with Ivan to buy new clothes... and meet up with Kelicia later on for dinner... With her sisters and godmum as well... Bought clothes, dresses, bottoms and a hat...

I dunoe will there still be people reading my blog...

But I just wanna type it out...

I feel kinda moody nowadays...

haix... feeling sad inside me... Everytime I thought, things had changed and I believe that one day... I could find my own happiness... Guess not...

some of the tings wont happen twice or fall for it twice... Tink this is my life...

U dunoe how hurts when I heard wad u said... u dun understand how much I care... U dunoe how much I need... And u dunoe how hard I fell...

Why is it so hard... and too hard...

Sign Off...

Sunday 18th April 2010

2010-04-18T03:15:00.002+08:00

Hi blog...
Hahax... the point of updating this blog is to describe me and my bro's de cooking experience today... LOLs...

This is so call the cooking day for the Loh Family... HAHAx...

Okay 1st me, Zhen and Ding went JP de Fairprice Plus to shop for ingredients... its like we play few days ahead of what to cook today like duh... Okay of cos... its western food.... So the ingredients we bought are butter, lambs and chicken... Pepper sauce and cambelle's soup alrdy bought ahead...

Alright I didnt pay a cent of course... HAHA... and we start marinate and stuff... At around 6+ we start cooking... Alright the lambs are a little hard to chew... But the chicken's perfect.... However, the sauce sucks... Luckily we didnt pour the sauce over the food...

Okay... so Zhen was a little sad I tink for the outcome... But well... nxt week will be fried stuff... also western... Cos today is chicken chop and lamb chop... So nt week shall be Fish & chips and Chicken cutlet! XD hehe... sounds nice right haha...

kkay...

Tata...

Monday 12th April 2010

2010-04-12T01:28:00.004+08:00

Hi...
I realize actually he treat me quite well... actually he care for me but just in another way...
He didnt change but just hide his old self inside him so he can protect himself frm getting hurt...
That is why he like hai pai tian xin show... because it fits who he is in now...

You might think I know nothing... but actually... I know... and understand... even if u trying to mask it... I still can spot it as time goes by... because... when u really wanna understand someone, nothing can stand between it...

Release yourself from the lock that u bring to yourself... Release your old self... and stand up again... kick those bad habits away... u will definitely succeed in life...

Last Saturday, went out with Ivan to Suntec City and Marina Square... Went for Electronics Fair and Kbox... Quite fun... Kbox with buffet again hahax.... Ivan bought himself a new printer and screen protector while i bought nothing there -.-

Wanna get thumbdrive but guess all are gone lols...

Alright

Tata....

*Sometimes I wish I can dont act so normal just like wad it seems like

Sunday 28th March 2010

2010-03-28T14:35:00.002+08:00

Yo bloggie...
Have been so long since I last update...
Actually have a lot of happenings to indicate but haha... just simply lazy...

Okay... Have been working for around 1mth alrdy... was fine for me and a little use to it...
Had my 1st OT tat day and board a cab... Of course is the company pay xD
BUT... the uncle fart in e taxi... which makes the whole trip stinks -.-

okok... next... I bought an Ipod Touch... and when I intend to charge it... the charger explode...
-.- the parts flew out and my bro was just standing beside it LOL... Bought a new one at Challenger @ $12.90!

ALRIGHT, I AM BROKE NOW... so I cant really go out -.- sian~

Please ask me out after next week haha....

Last Sunday, met Ivan out... went KTV Party World with him and his relatives... Their treat... hahax... then we went to watched "Just another pandora box"
A stupid movie that is just for laughter... Bought fast foods in hahax... As dinner lols...

Friday, met Guoqing again... Gosh... he told me something about his condition... but i dun wanna say here =x we watched a show and I kip asking him to cook 2 hard-boiled eggs for me... and so it ended up to be half-boiled eggs... nvrm I still eat cos half boil also nice...

And u knw wad... when I reach home, around 5am plus, I start running to toilet... -.-
diarrhea whole day on sat... now is much better.... i dunoe isit the eggs or isit sumting else =x
But I almost fainted I think -.-

Glad to see him but oh well... he wouldnt care...

Anyway, that should be all...

Fast forward la hor...

tata~

Sunday 7th March 2010

2010-03-07T12:23:00.002+08:00

Hi blog...
Work work and more work...

Tired...
Suffering with the gastric problem...

Friday, went out with Guoqing to catch a movie...
Movie: From Paris With Love
Not bad as the actions and those fightings really was amazing...
More on actions than stories...

After that he cab home and I walk home...
See him having difficulties walking really make me sad...

Saturday, went out with Ivan...
We catch a movie : Alice in the Wonderland 3D
And after that we went to Kbox to sing...
Sing until dun wanna sing...
Throat really feels irritated...

oh well...

tats all

tata...

Friday 5th March 2010

2010-03-05T01:19:00.002+08:00

Hi,
why is knowing the truth makes me so pain?

Why do u have to lie to me in e first place...

Is that really all u want?

Hurtful information yet I hide it well from u...

I cant help but to think of it...
but whenever I tink of it... I was so pain... Depressed...

Should be a happy outing tml... Yet tis kick me down to zero point...
I was so high and happy...
Smile like retard on bus...
Truth is always disappointing...

Trying hard to use tears to clear off the pain...
But feeling hard to breathe after crying...
How am I going to work with swollen eyes...

Is this really fated?
Fated to be apart...

Was listening to the music that I use to listen when u leave me...
Feeling more pain... More guilt...

I am the cause for all these... I have no one to blame...

WHY... WHY...?

Why do u wanna do tat...
Though I have no rights to give comment...
Not fit to even be sad or angry...
But why?

All u can say is... different view?
But do u knw how much I mind...
Becos how much I care...

It hurts....
Sad to the extreme and my tears had dry off...

I cant slp...
Really cant...

Monday 1st March 2010

2010-02-28T23:58:00.003+08:00

我也想知道为什么

可惜你却还是不了解

或许这一切都是命运

Sunday 28th February 2010

2010-02-28T01:38:00.002+08:00

Yo blog...
Finally its weekend XD

Went out with Ivan on sat and we went Marina Square...

Err... Went TCC for lunch XD
Ordered 2 redundant dish... Haix... REGRETTED!
Total bill = $70/-

zzzz... Supposed to be $40++

Oh well... Then we went Kbox...
Enjoy alot there XD
BUT!!!! $50+ in total -.-

Then we went Seoul Garden for dinner...
Had a dam full dinner...
Total bill around $60 -.-

Gosh... I brought $100 and I spent it ALL!Dam!
I shouldnt spend so much...
AND! I'm going to be fat again... dam it...
Diet diet diet....

Something give me a shock of my life when in Kbox!
I went toilet half way and I saw one of the door is not locked, though close de...
Then I try push because I wanna see is it locked AND!!!! There I saw a kid taking tissue to wipe u knw.....
Then I faster siam!!!!

OMG OMG POLLUTE MY EYES!!!! >.<

ok... I am going to slim down when sch reopens!

I DUN CARE!

tata~

Thursday 25th February 2010

2010-02-25T20:21:00.002+08:00

Yo blog...
Hmmm work for a week alrdy...

Tired man~~~~

hahax.... well... The work was simple and quite enjoy at times... but hor... seriously quite busy since 3rd day of work I think... LOLS...

sianx~~

Everyday wake up on 6am and prepare... 7.15 reach J.E and wait for the bus... lol... Off work at 5.15pm...

OMG can die sio... go sch I also nvr so hardworking sia... >.<

Yay... Finally its friday~! XD

kkay... nth much...

Should be going out with Ivan this Sat... hahax...

TATA~

Saturday 20th February 2010

2010-02-20T13:43:00.004+08:00

Hey bloggie...
hmmm.... ytd was the 1st day of my work... simple task yet quite tiring cos nid to work in the cold air-con environment like RP though... den quite long hours... but still fine =)

Earn $$$$$$ XD

March pay have to return bro half of the hard disk money and the rest of the school fees... >.<

Kinda sian... dunoe can quit job early not cos hor i nw den knw is 15th April start school... Then nid tell my agent lo =( Hopefully can... at least 1st day of school I must go... >.<

Going faci hse later XD

hahax... kk...

Tata!~

Thursday 18th February 2010

2010-02-18T20:59:00.003+08:00

Helo blog...
Haiyoh a couple of things lo...

Erm... got a job at Sonoco as some sort like a data entry clerk...

Start work tml omg!
Dam...

Bought a pair of new shoes which is so comfortable can XD

Wanna watch Percy Jackson la!

Oh... but wad makes me worried is... there is a contract till 18th april but school starts at 15th... like wth... dunoe can leave early not cos only like 2 days nvr work...

Hopefully can lo...

Sian...

Alright
Tata!~

Wednesday 17th February 2010

2010-02-17T18:02:00.002+08:00

Yo blog...
hmm.... now is chu 4 of chinese new year... hahax...

ate a lot of food!!!!OMG I think i fatter AGAIN!!! >.< dam~

okok... erm yea other bai nian a little hahax den got some ang bao XD

Met Guoqing ytd to see him cos quite worried for him... and yea we went 7th eleven as usual to grab a drink and went his hse to watch show... stayed for around 1hour and I go home le... cos he got to go back camp and he nid rest la!

See him walk lidat makes me feel sad... cos how I wish I can take care of him... but... tink cant ba...

And today got 2 work opportunity!=)
But was more keen on the sistic de... maybe I will just work and see how =) hahax...

But back to busy days again >.< sian
2 interviews are crazy >.< somemore is pretty pack de
like immediately after this den another one is coming up >.<

okok... this is like so kiasu =x
learn from jeremy XD

hahahax... kkay...

tata~

Saturday 13th February 2010

2010-02-13T23:13:00.002+08:00

Yo bloggie...
Hmmm DAM LOT to update can >.<

okay last sat... after HTML UT... me charis zhenghao and jeremy had our dinner at pizzahut... wow i tink i had a lot of wrong answers for the ut >.<

alright and we four went out on monday and my laptop spoil on that particular day... So after tat day, i have been so busy until today... ran here and dere to borrow laptop and repair laptop and stuff.... dam sian...

Finally, all the days have ended and now its CHINESE NEW YEAR!
cum Valentine's day...

hmm... initially meeting Guoqing but oh well... nvr le...
I shouldnt believe in it anyway...

alright i lazy to elaborate more on those details so ok... tata~

Saturday 6th February 2010

2010-02-06T06:27:00.004+08:00

Yo blog...
Multimedia UT is today!!!and yet I am like "wow, isit really today?" -.-

LOLs... going get some rest soon but HUNGRY! I am going to tolerate it cos... I think I become fatter le so better dun eat much...

Feel like going out yet got UT...

CNY is near the corner omg... i miss the foods -.- dam... going to become fat again!

I WANNA GET A JOB SOON!!!NO MATTER WAD!!!

Long time nvr walk home with Kelicia le... wanna talk to her and chat and stuff... Miss her man T.T
Muai Best friend/pal/buddy cum Sister cum 4th niang LOLs!
But dun really know why she not with us or me le... sad =(

Got anything must tell me kay =)
Lets work hard together FOR UT!!!!

All the best peeps whom is having UT...

*Looking forward to Friday outing*

tata~

Wednesday 3rd February 2010

2010-02-03T00:13:00.004+08:00

Hi blog...

Feeling exhausted

>.< Mentally, physically...

Thinking of a lot of tings but yet I just feel that, wads e point of me doing that -.-
kkay... nvrm... hmm...

hmm... how i wish humans can get everything that they desired... hahax... well but the world will be pretty chaotic if it is so...

Ok... today went Bugis with JJ for a short shopping trip... so yea... there will still be 2nd round XD
Bought a dress and a shorts... oww well... I AM SO GONA BUY MORE XD

hehe... went job interview earlier on at Chevron House and hopefully I would be able to get a job REAL soon immediately during the holiday....

wanna earn $$$$$$$$$$$ =x

This is my birthdate description:

You were born on 21st of May 1990.

:: Talented to entertain people.
:: Loving and generous.
:: With their natural attraction, they have no problems to befriend with anybody.
:: Have a lots of personality that make others hard to understand them.
:: Like a chameleon, they manage to suits themselves with environment.
:: Lucky, but they suffer cause they depend mostly in luck and mood.

Alright...

tata~

**I wish that everything could be settled soon**

Monday 1st Feb 2010

2010-02-01T18:23:00.002+08:00

Yo blog...
Today is 1st Feb haha!Meaning CNY is NEAR!!!

Update Update~

Ok... now tat i knw there are actually quite a few people out there PEEPING at my blog without tagging =x

hehex...

KKayx... Last Friday after school... a little sian to go home so... Me, Zhenghao and JJ went to slack at Macdonald... Had my twister fries >.<

hehex... den we walked around and crap all along LOLs!

OMG OMG... I'm feeling that I become fatter!!!! DAM!

Though JJ and Shane keep say NO!but i knew it myself....!!! I must control myself le! keep being temp by FOOD! >.< I hate u fats! =x

hahax... Met Ivan on Sat and went to watch a movie...
Movie: Legion
Dinner: KFC

Something funny happen in the cinema lols... Well, I just dont know why everytime I went out with him, sure got funny(embarrassing) things happen =x

That day when we watch Avatar, we change seats for 4times!!!! cos we keep sit at the wrong place or should I say the crew there made a mistake >.< dam paiseh =x

hehehe... kkay

Watch show le

BUAI!

Wednesday 20th January 2010

2010-01-20T11:21:00.002+08:00

Yo blog...
Recap on everything so far...

Last tues, brought mimi to doctor and she seems to get this illness through stress... so now she is fine hahax... drink more water my fat cat...

Last Sunday, went Jia Xiang Mian with mum... 1st in my life going that sort of restaurant and the bill is $19+ lols!This is a miracle hahax... that me and my mum will eat tgt at that place with that bill... Shock of my life... Hmm... Curry noodle for me and Jiaxiangmee for mum haha...

Yesterday, go cut hair... wth that dam trainee nvr meet ANY expectation of mine... he was a cheena and yet his skill kns.... my long hair that i kept for so long IS NOW RUINED! DAM!

Argh nth much le lo...

TATA~

Saturday 16th January 2010

2010-01-16T13:14:00.002+08:00

Yo blog,
Hmm... Ytd wore nice nice and went school... Jeremy, Zhenghao, Charis, Kelicia they all a little shock... hahax... Put on make-up also... so funny... other people also shock... I wonder isit weird hahax...

Well... They ask me to do more of this dressing... but its tiring lols...

Hmm... supposed to be meeting Guoqing hahax... but ended up he was too tired to meet up... So duh... its ok then... A little sad but not really as I enjoy dressing nicely... XD

KKay, tata!

Wednesday 13th January 2010

2010-01-12T23:36:00.005+08:00

Hi blog...

I wish I could get peace like this

Haix... today shall be e day, tat is the most memorable one... However, it doesnt
seems to be great... Shall be an emo day for me...

Dont feel like going to sch...

Sooner or later I know that I will takes everyting naturally...

Double instance...

First:
I know its difficult and yet I fall for it... Giving it everything I can yet nothing... I doesnt know what can I do or say... I will just continue with it and thats what I can...
Fated to be in this way...

Second:
This is the gift I gave it to u... I should have leave it but it just came about...

Time will neutralize everything...
Maybe it wasnt just what I think it is... Its just a period of time...

Well, those who read might not understand, but its just for me to know... I know today is the day that I need the most comfort or silence... The day which I should really cool down and be peaceful...

The day I should make things clear for myself...

Bye~

Tuesday 12th January 2010

2010-01-12T03:39:00.003+08:00

Hi blog...
Gosh man... today seems to be a bad day for me... No sch on tues, yet my mind is occupied with all those rubbish stuffs...

How I wish it can be resolve asap =(

If not I might not be going to sch for the following week =(

Argh, sort of irritated but wad to do?What if they dont allow?>.<

well... I could only wait till tml and see T.T

tata~

Monday 11th January 2010

2010-01-11T02:11:00.004+08:00

Hello blog...
Had my PHP UT... hahax... dont have much confident to get an A... but should be able to at least get an B and above =(

hmm... last week was a slacking week... I tink i almost slack whole week, did i?ehh no! I did do work... oh well dun really care hahax...

Hmm... Nida find job soon! XD

Missing sumbody =(

Let us hope for something good ahead!

tata~

Wednesday 6th January 2010

2010-01-06T23:40:00.003+08:00

Hi...
LOLs... today DAM tired.... slept for 2hrs only is like wth -.-

Well... went class and quite shag... almost gave faci attitude =x sowiee!

Bump into Lucas at JE MRT station... shock of my life man... cos its too sudden hahax... nvr say hi cos its too crowded... he was dam easy to recognize can lols...

Oh well... I think I began to have sleepless nights again... tinking alot of stuffs that makes me unable to get to slp... despite having only 2hrs of slp last night, I still cant get to sleep... and morning also wake up very restlessly... again now at this time blogging -.-

Life sucks =(

My dear mimi having urine disorder T.T but i think now no more le so see how it goes... mum says if continues will bring her to vet... stupid cat!
I got sleep disorder, she urine disorder -.-

bye~

Monday 4th January 2010

2010-01-04T17:55:00.011+08:00

YOYO!
HAPPY 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hahax... well... some updates...

Went out with Ivan...

Details as follows:

Christmas Eve
Movie: AVATAR
Venue: Orchard
Dinner: Western Food
Home: 3am

New Year 2010
Movie: AVATAR
Venue: Yishun / Orchard
Lunch: Long John Silver
Dinner: Pizzahut
Home: 1am

Yea... Thats right! we watched Avatar twice for the festive season! -.- wth lol...

Anyways... back to school.... abit sianx yet hyper as today very slack... hahahax... tml no sch! yays....

Just watched a harrassment video.... KNS stupid bangala.... MAKES ME FLARE UP....

But after i watched it again, it seems like it was some kind of show or sumting.... i dunoe isit harrassment or wad already... but can be sure... the BANGALAS went over the border!!!!

KNS... yet everyone is taking video or photos... and all are BANGALAS!kns!Go back your own country and eat shit la... since u and shit also no difference!

EEEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTT

well... I think that will be all...

TATA!~

Wednesday 23rd December 2009

2009-12-23T01:04:00.003+08:00

Hi bloggie...
Last wed went out with Ivan... watched "Storm Warriors"... very sian show -.-

Haix, today abit moody dunoe y... alot off things just came to my mind...

Everytime I was thinking... Y am I the only one that always getting all these...

I just dunoe how express my complicated feelings now...

tata~

Thursday 10th December 2009

2009-12-10T12:40:00.002+08:00

Yo bloggie...
couple of tings troubling me... haix... abit fan but well..

dun care ba... just walk and see...

Seriously I nid a break... if only tis trouble is gone haix...

OS UT today... didnt really study cos kip get distracted and seriously tings wasnt gud nwadays so dun have e mood...

haix... if only everyting is better...

Sign off~

Tuesday 8th December 2009

2009-12-08T10:09:00.002+08:00

Yo bloggie...
OMG 2010 soon... hahax...

I forget to update...
Last wednesday went to watch 2012 with JJ...

The whole story was av average... graphics and affects was gud....

However... ENDING SUCKS!!!!!!!!!

Hahax... omg OS is so boring tat makes me wanna slp and so here I am blogging lo...

sianx...

kkz... tata...

Sunday 6th December 2009

2009-12-06T17:45:00.002+08:00

Yo bloggie...
So fast 1yr pass le...

HAPPY BDAE LUCAS!

hahax...

TIRED TIRED TIRED &&&&&&&&&&&& TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can u all sense hw tired i am?!

Help out in Singapore Marathon 2009 at the drink station...

Assemble at 1am den till 2pm... Is like crazy man!

So hyper go dere, den come back like zombie... hahax...

Went with Kelicia, Wanling, Charis, Jeremy Ong, Zhenghao and JJ...

Quite fun but seriously dam EXHAUSTED....

Wet my whole body and stuffs....

All rite... Lazy type le...
Will upload photos if I gt it...

Cya~

Wednesday 25th November 2009

2009-11-25T15:05:00.005+08:00

Hi bloggie,
As requested by MR JJ... I am here to update hahahax...

My blog like so popular in my clique diaox...

OMG my OS UT did not do well >.<

hahax... jyjy!

Now getting abit sian on gaming... nth special LO! I tink its time for me to get out of my hse on weekends hehex...

BORING~

Random photos again? hahax...

tata~

Whale~!

Love Prison... T.T

Slimy!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday 18th November 2009

2009-11-18T01:10:00.002+08:00

Helo blog,
A lot of things tat bother me lately...

Have to settle them quick and fast... hopefully everyting can go smoothly...

Nothing much to update seriously...

School life was like zzz alrdy...

oh well... new class W64L... Not a very gud class... Difficult to bond too -.-

Gosh worst class ever I tink...

Crazy mum get into action again -.- oh well... ignore her~

Ivan coming back on Dec 15, he better bring back someting for me and kelicia!

Hahax...

Troubling me Sign Off~

Tuesday 3rd November 2009

2009-11-03T23:14:00.002+08:00

hie blog...
Feeling stress, worried, exhausted, panick, sad...

ALOT TINGS IN MY HEAD...

tons and tons of tings to settle -.-

haix...

Thoughts:
I say as if i dun care
I say as if i'm ok
I say as if i am strong
In e end, the one who needs more support is me...

U might not be able to help me
But just by staying beside
Willmake everyting seems different...

Your words went thru my mind again and again
I lied that its ok
I doesnt know wad to say to u
But did u knw
I'm just hurt...

God give me such a fate
Fated to be troubled
By life
By love
By family
By money

Why am I going thru all this since I was young?
When people enjoying their teens
And I'm working like mad...

When people are being bless
I'm left alone

When people have family support
While I have none

All I nid now...
Is some comfort from u...
Some care frm u...

At least
Wad makes me feel contented is
I still have friends around me
Tat push me on till now

But... How long can I hold?

Sign off~

Monday 26th October 2009

2009-10-26T14:17:00.002+08:00

Helo blog...
Might be working soon~ a gud working place but dunoe still gt vacancies not... omg... hopfully gt la! cos is really slacking job... Comfort call centre... XD 6bucks per hour and dere are also comissions... after 11pm gt free cab rebate... omg >.< i wan i wan!

Sumting strike me real hard today... dun really wanna say it le... i am sad but i act as if nth happen... I continue to react fine and try being nice... but i knw... inside me was another story...

Now i'm better... staying strong still... but when will I break down?I dunoe... hopefully I will nvr fall hard tis time round again...

I knew it long ago... yet i jump into it... i give i a try yet i fail again... tis is my life... being beated by fate... by heaven... by god...

i nth to say le...

tata~

Wednesday 21st October 2009

2009-10-21T18:36:00.006+08:00

yo bloggie...
OMG u are full of dust now hahax...

no la MIA cos doing other stuffs...

Quick update on certain stuffs... Ivan gone to China for 3mths... will be back on dec.... before he gone, we watched Alien in the Athic tgt and kip go out or dinner hahax...

Well... his bdae coming... me and Kelicia planning sumting for him hehex... well... nothing much lo... Miss W65N! T.T cos it rocks la hahax... well... dunoe wad to say... hmmm... post some random pics again ba hahax...

Me and Janice on Msn Webcam

Me and Kelicia in Maple XD

My Kawaii eyes~

KKayx... cya~

Friday 28th August 2009

2009-08-28T03:37:00.003+08:00

Yo bloggie...
Raining Raining Raining again...

lol... stuck whole day at hse due to sickness... fever, cough, severe headaches and sore throats...

Its a gud ting tat I nvr went for the chalet... cos I had a very bad health on wed nite...

Getting better... yet still abit unwell lo...

Kinda lots of ppl gettingsick nwadays... tink is due to e weather ba...

People includes: Jeremy Ong, Kelicia(Bestie), Terry(3rd bro), mimi(my cat) and me lol

Get well soon peeps!

My cat just vomitted just nw... >.<

kinda cold sio >.<

Random photos... Enjoy

A pic grab frm web...

My favourite zombie mushmom

Money of $8888

Wednesday 26th August 2009

2009-08-26T11:15:00.003+08:00

Helo bloggie...

Today was chalet.... no mood to go.. hope u guys enjoy...

hmm... recap on all the tings that I nvr update...

Last fri after sch, went vivo with Jeremy Ong... bought 3 nail polish yet none satisfy me... zzz

Monday, met up with Ivan... chit-chats alot... den dinner at pizzahut, moe at cathay cineleisure as usual... watched stupid show...

Watched: The Last House on the Left (M18 show)

Highly recommended all NOT to watch as it was so disgusting and pervertic... zzz... so dam regret on watching it...

Pizzahut another disappointing one... Food wasnt tat gud tat day... haix... sianx...

Ytd... after LAST UT!wohoo...

Went out with Jeremy Ong, Charis, Jiejing and Zhenghao... nothing much actually...

Lunch at kopitiam lol...

Lol... see the dam big emoticon by Angela

Tuesday 18th August 2009

2009-08-18T00:08:00.002+08:00

Yo blog...

hahax grab sumting which I shld for a longtime...

INTRODUCING

W47P!

OMG... miss them sio... >.<

Sign Off~

Saturday 15th August 2009

2009-08-15T21:22:00.005+08:00

Helo blog...
I'm going crazy soon... alot of problems and I seems to have depression...

I always seems so fine but inside me, so all the sadness and problems...

Very vex nowadays yet no one I can approach...

I feel that I become more quiet alrdy... Everytime when I wanna cry, I will hold back... but I can hear my heart was crying...

Alot of problems arriving yet... I dunoe how...

I always seems nth... but who will ever understand wad I am feeling nw...
Who will ever be the one I am able to confess my problems to...

Sign off~

Wednesday 12th August 2009

2009-08-12T09:20:00.002+08:00

yo bloggie,
Quick recap on these two days...

Monday, met up wit Charis, JJ and Jeremy to woodlands library to study... Didnt really have the mood to study hence, at e end I was like doing other tings... Then smug starbucks in hahax...

Tuesday... LOL... Ong spoil my slipper!diaox... play wit ZH lo play until step onto my slipper and it snap!diaox... sianx.... bad mood alrdy den such tings happen, so cacnt really control my emotion at tat moment and eventually burst out to tears...

lol... kayx nth much liao

Back to work bb~

Monday 10th August 2009

2009-08-10T04:30:00.005+08:00

Hi bloggie...
yea yea happy belated national day... come on every year also gt national day, nth very special...

Happy bdae to GQ as well...

Gosh... wad to post arr...

Ohh... wondering shld go chalet not... shld I?Abit lazy yet feel like having great fun dere... see how see how...

Loves W65N...

Nth much to say actually...

Still sad and emo but... well... dunoe hw to say ba...

bb~

Add on:
ehh if u wan to put your own song to e playlist, Hypster.com is a good one... not so troublesome like others -.- hahax... enjoy my song...

Friday 7th August 2009

2009-08-07T01:10:00.002+08:00

hie bloggie...
Trying to seem fine, but the more I hide, e more I act... E more I feling pain...

I dunoe how to explain... sumting just went wrong dere...

Doing somting tat i wanted to do, but its tat kind of sad mood to do it...

Cos alot of tings just kip coming to my mind...

How I wish someone can walk into my heart...

Y should I be so stubborn...

I dun wish to lie here...

YES, I AM SAD...

You knw hw much I hate myself when I trying to play around like nth...

You knw hw much I hat myself when I show out my true emotions...

I dunoe...

Thursday 6th August 2009

2009-08-06T12:10:00.002+08:00

helo blog...
ytd after sch go pioneer stadium wit JeremyOng, Charis, JJ and ZH... go dere see them run lo... oh e result of all of them, hehe I dun say =X

well... after that we go eat KFC lol... Chats and Chats hahax...
Reached home at 10plus...

Should be going out wit Ivan and all tis weekend... dun really knw wan go not...

Got not a ver gud grade for IT security... hahax...1st time in my life in RP... well... I expected tat cos I nv study and like totally anyhow do...

Feeling dam emo nw... dun feel like toking much... alot of tings came to my mind... doesnt wish to tink but cant stop myself...

I tink I will just be quiet for some time...

2009-07-28T03:18:00.005+08:00

Yo bloggie...
Gatherings Gatherings and MORE Gatherings!

Hahax... went Kelicia's house for steamboat on last sat wit Jeremy Ong... I tell her that I will go earlier but ended up I woke up late -.- Have a dam full meal that I almost gona throw out... Ong also kip eating hahax... Mapling awhile also...

Gosh I tink I gona fail UT1 for IT security.... E more I tink of it, e more I feel that it isnt rite -.- the retribution of not studying ARGH... haix nvrm score well nxt time ba... Only if I were given a second chance to do well haix...

Mapling and more Mapling... XD wit class W65N hahax...
We are like maple gang lol...

Done a quiz...

Results:

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

OMG OMG... Most or shld I say all are quite true!Especially the section under who is your true self... -.- ya mood swing queen XD

k la... nth much alrdy...
tatax

2009-07-23T18:47:00.003+08:00

yoyo bloggie...

INTRODUCING

lol... nt class photo though... is ME!,Kelicia, Michelle and stupid Zheng Hao zzzz...

Idiot ZhengHao STOP POKING ME CAN!~ -.-

poke and hit LOL!Make me crazy lol... hahax...

hahax... trying out the frame ting... nt bad hor lol... me in e pic look like tortoise... hahax... those qian nian gui lol...

Make me tink of huiling... dunoe hw have she been le...

See tat retard ZH in e pic... dun make me slap u hor hahax...

Loves class more hahax... chatting wit Liyana and Sopphia... happy cos dun often chat =X

den yea... kinda worriedfor Ben and Michelle >.<

alright I will pray for e best for all of u...

LUB LUB~

tata XD

Wednesday 15th July 2009

2009-07-15T15:01:00.003+08:00

Yo blog again,
hahax...

As requested by JJ, i will update lol -.-

So last sat met Ivan for lunch at pizzahut... den walk about and den as usual, we still decided to go watch movie lol...

Then after a walk, we become quite tired and walk around Far East Plaza to find a cafe for a drink... at e end e get into a cafe call 'Sakura Cafe' lol... THEN!it was not even a cafe as wad they sell are mostly seafood lol.... like seafood restaurant sia... hahax... den we get attracted by the Shark Fin's Soup!

woo!~ ordered and it cost 15bucks for a small one... quite nice hehe...

Went to watch movie call 'The haunting in Connecticut' which was not as nice... kinda bored at times though still get shocked sometimes... but hor the so call ghost not scary at all lo... zzz... and they say is base on true story la hahax...

Just gt my Java UT grade... happy cos get A... Lets hope i can maintain =)

sebei scared about IT security UT la... wahlao faci say like very bad lei haix... blame on my laziness to study haix...

W65N JY IN UT!

kkz... tata

Saturday 11th July 2009

2009-07-11T11:36:00.002+08:00

yo boggie...
hahax... got back a couple of ut results....

Glad that my financial accounting could pass woo!~

The stupid database argh... i did not get A, so sian...

Networking get B, very happy XD

Aim for A in java wahahahax...

And hope my It security can at least pass >.<

Time to study REAL HARD

Ok... so long tata...

Saturday 4th July 2009

2009-07-04T01:06:00.003+08:00

yo bloggie...

Quick recap on everyting... lol like kinda nvr update for quite some time...

UT spree finally over... phew...
But UT 2 coming -.-

Watched 'Ghost of The Girlfriend Past' with Ivan tat day... kinda nice show if u love romance type yea... den e 1st ting we went in, I say:"nvr eat popcorn like so weird"... LOL... den Ivan went out to buy hahahax...

Mimi went missing last week... Thank god, I am able to find her... she was found at the nearest carpark lol!

Sick for 1week plus alrdy... since last weekend... fever on last weekend and nw was left cough and flu... my voice break seriously -.-

Ytd 3rd July, watched 'Transformer 2' wit Big bro... ON his treat XD hahax... nice show and graphic I could say... hahax... but count me out if its animation =X cos i like bring to life stuff more =X

Kelicia's bdae coming XD hahax

As for my and GQ... I alrdy let nature take its course...

okayx... tata XD

Tuesday 16th June 2009

2009-06-16T01:10:00.004+08:00

Yo bloggie...

Forget to update tat last fri me and Ivan went to watch a movie... Drag Me to Hell~

a nice show I can say... kips u entertain at all times... hahax...

will be dam busy nwadays... see my UT schedule...

siao rite... 1week 4days UT -.- argh...

kkz... tatax...

Monday 15th June 2009

2009-06-15T01:20:00.002+08:00

helo blog...

Guoqing in NS 3 days alrdy... miss him but tinks tat its better nt to sms him...

Met Mdm V tat day and took photos... will miss u XD

There was a couple of ppl asking me y I blog hw i feel and those tings tat shldnt be publicize... well tis is generally becos I use to be someone tat kip all secrets in me and would not wanna share with anyone... hence, alot of ppl tot I am a happy go lucky person while I'm nt... and result in no ppl understanding me...

So, I feel tat letting ppl knw at least would makes them knw who I actually was like...

yea...

*****
I can say it takes a lot of courage to walk tat route again... cos I will nida restart everyting (the miserable days tat I have) again... though I still nt sure about the end of the route, but no matter wad, e most important ting is u will be happy...
*****

All e best...

If anyone of u did read the lyrics I posted, it really mention our past though story in e mv is different frm us, but lyrics shows the way I tink and feel tat time... n stuff ba...

well gota slp... it will be a long day tml argh sch reopens...

Missing u~

sign off...

Friday 12th June 2009

2009-06-12T04:04:00.002+08:00

helo bloggie...

Today... Guoqing going into NS le... take care horx... =)

Alright, later going back PSS to see Mdm V as she leaving le... haix the sch like so many teacher go le...

Of cos, go with 2 buddies... Ivan and Kelicia

PSS, a place where I will miss my days in dere... hanging out wit my friends etc...
A place where I meet u... and quite some story behind... at least to me...
A place where it will remind me of u...

ok, lets look forward to it ba...
tata~

Thursday 11th June 2009

2009-06-11T01:27:00.007+08:00

helo bloggie...

I dunoe hw to say.... my feelings was rather contradicting...

A strong feeling tat I feel like giving him up but...

Though I knw I still love him... but I really wish I can go with the best memories in him...

I dunoe...

The more I tink, about our past and future, e more I am stuck...

He's going ns soon... and I really hope he can take care...

如果是真的没结果，是不是应该放手
可是如果心理还有，那该如何放手

A song tat will make me tink about our past~

Lyrics:

从来没想过

不能再和你牵手委屈时候没有你

陪着我心痛一切都是我

太过骄纵

以为你会懂一直忘了说

我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我虽然

分开的理由我们都已接受

你知道我会有多难过

所以即使到最后

还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我才会

在离开时闭着眼没有回头

我们都知道彼此心中

其实这份爱没停过从来没想过

不能再和你牵手

委屈时候没有你

陪着我心痛一切都是我

太过娇纵以为你会懂一直忘了说

我有多感动我知道你还是爱着我

虽然分开的理由

我们都已接受

你知道我会有多难过

所以即使到最后

还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我

才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头

我们都知道彼此心中

其实这份爱没停过

曾经完整幸福的梦

在脑海里头我多希望你

还在我左右我知道你还是爱着我

虽然分开的理由我们都已接受

你知道我会有多难过

所以即使到最后

还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我才会

在离开时闭着眼没有回头

答应你我会好好过

不让这些眼泪白流

sign off~

Tuesday 9th June 2009

2009-06-09T00:31:00.004+08:00

helo bloggie....

Today dam high... hahax... met W65N peeps!den we played idian poker... lol the 2 with the smallest number will do forfeit... dam high sia... saw wanxin aka kelicia doing tings tat i have NVR SEEN BEFORE! hahahax! =x

I lose 2 times... 1st time is zhenghao have to piggybag me and run one round hahax... 2nd is lick benjamin's ear... hahahax... so fun~~

Kelicia most jialat one... 1st is zhenghao hug her, followed by licking jiaxi's lips, also licking ben's ear and wad using butt to write word "star" lol... then last round also lose, have to dance with ong... hahahax... tio rumours =X

hehex... quite fun la but laugh until my throat hurts... argh... my throat always easily hurt... just laugh or sing for some time den my throat cant tahan le...

well... nvrm =)

do enjoy... will grab photos frm kelicia hehe... homez with JJ, Kelicia and Jeremy Ong... alot of chitchats with sista Kelicia XD

kk tatax

some photos during tat day de outing on my birthday...

Daddy's hair haha

3 besties XD

Group photo XD

Hehex... Kelicia playing

See... Ivan so funny

Lets go!~

Wednesday 3rd June 2009

2009-06-03T00:46:00.002+08:00

helo bloggie,

Met him and was quite happy luh...

argh... feeling dam unwell.... from morning gastric like pain... den nw still unwell after eating KFC... ahh... so sick la...

feel like vomitting....

so hot nwadays can?! argh...

haix...

sign off~

Thursday 28th May 2009

2009-05-28T00:28:00.002+08:00

Yo blog...

abit miss him but still ok la...

a few tings tat i wish to say...

really very happy nwadays duno y and becoe more high in class, hahax...

Really very happy and contented to always have all these besties beside me

Dedication to my besties -->

Kelicia wan xin>>> she was my best friend and sista for my entire life... hahax... really wish our friendship could sustain... me u and Ivan should always be the gud friends tat always hang out tgt... rmb our aim to live tgt when we grow up?hahax...

Ivan wen kai>>> He was my best "entertainment" friend who always entertain me with all those stupid stuffs... A gud friend that I always go out wit and we crack jokes and stuff tgt...

Barry daddy>>> He was the one whom I always approach whenever I nid... The one I can share my feelings and unhappiness with... A person that always care like a daddy =X

Jeremy ong>>>He always try to cheer me up in the morning or whenever I am down despite he fails everytime... hahax... He tried to make me high but yet he always fail =x

Janice>>> She was an ideal friend and "les" partner though I did not acknowledge it hahax... She always show concern towards me and make me feel a lot better wit her around... heys... though did not get to see u alot and go out, but you are always a gud friend in my heart... XD

I tink currently tat will be all... hahax...

Ytd and tuesday abit siao siao... esp when zheng hao make those stupid faces tat really can make me laugh hahax... Xianwen kip say i siao and JJ also very fun... Khairiyah also kip stunned when I act crazy... Loves khairiyah who always tag along wit me whenever I say sumting stupid hahax...

The Bff team -.- that is being form is me, Kelicia and Hongyong.... me and kelicia is best friend forever but hongyong is bastard friend forever hahax... so we are bff lol....

Class was nice and fun... W65N rox...

As for Ashley and Hazizzul, they always com my class wanting to find me but too bad, I nt in hehex... XD

k ba tata...

Tuesday 26th May 2009

2009-05-26T19:46:00.002+08:00

Hi bloggie...

A couple of stuffs that make me cheer up =)

today java lesson, being abit crazy lol... den happy that I could get all the codes rite so yea... happy!

hmm... have a nice chat wit Guoqing and sort a couple of things that I wanna know...

At least I knw wads in his mind so lets see how does it goes =)

This weekend will be filled with some events XD will be meeting Kelicia and Ivan...

Miss the days we always tgt hahax...

well... hope everyting will still be fine...

tata

2009-05-21T21:16:00.000+08:00

heys blog...
haix today is my birthday... who say birthday must be happie?I had a sad one... haix...

he seems to forget my bdae... did he?just my assumptions... haix...

thx class for ur wonderful card from all of ur greetings...

thx lucas for kip cheering me up and ur EOL -.-

thx big bro for ur KFC treat and jigsaw puzzles...

haix... tok abt jigsaw puzzles i rmb me and him once bought jigsaw puzzles but had nt managed to complete it...

well... tis is wad i wan...

a quiet and emo birthday...

bb

Sunday 17th May 2009

2009-05-17T00:18:00.002+08:00

hey bloggie...
last word before i start my day...

**Pushing the blame on me is wad u will always do... try to awake ur sense... i have done enough as a friend...
**None of my words show the dumping of friendship... since u say it den lets be it... full stop.

well... today very very very happy after so many yrs... oh crap... i knw i very long nvr been so happy...

Meet Jeremy Ong, Kelicia, Kaiyang, Barry and Ivan today... chat and stuff seriously damn fun la...

Lunch at JP... Long John again lol... wit Barry, Kaiyang and Kelicia...

Cant find Huiling still -.- stop MIA le la sista... its time for u to join back e gang XD

Cupcakes frm Kelicia... Dam sweet la... thanks my besties whom always be there for me and who I can share my feelings with without any restriction...

den Pool at parklane... fun sio... Kelicia finally play hahax! She still beginner but manage to get the ball in... When Ivan gt his 1st shot in, we all clap so loud hahax...

Aston for dinner... Hangout at arcade den movie at Cathay.... Watched "The Uninvited"... nt very nice argh... ohh nvrm...

When going hmz... dam shag and they say i like muahji... -.- hahax... Barry daddy send me hmz... thanks ya...

Missing guoqing seriously... must take care lehx... >.<

k ba... tata

Saturday 16th May 2009

2009-05-16T10:27:00.002+08:00

hie bloggie...
Yesterday's war ended... nw is time to start afresh! XD

oh well.. feeling sad cos he did not find me... haix... nvrm...

though he is imperfect but sometime is all these imperfection in him tat make him so perfect...

lol tats wad i learn frm e tv... wad a nice phrase...

well... going out wit all my best peeps... shld be happy!

but sad to say tat Ivan cannot go >.<

hope he can make it if not nvrm we can go out one day too =)

k ba tata...

Friday 15th May 2009

2009-05-15T22:38:00.004+08:00

Hi blog...
woo having war... tml meeting my dearest peeps... =)

Yaya u always have ur reasons... and i am nt understanding enough?woo... if i am i wont tahan tat attitude for so long...

I tried my best to make u happy but at e end i get all sorts of vulgarities... ya i am always the bad one... yes i am...

Though it might be a very pain decision... but i tink there is no way we can get back the closeness as ever...

Everytime we must accomodate wit u if nt u angry... just accomodate once will it kill u?
Ever wonder y i treat u not very nice with sacarsm or even not always accompanying u?

Nvrm... alot of incident tat add on to such explosion...

Maybe other friends would suit u better....

** In addition... i will n post anymre comment to such stuffs... so lets put a full stop to it...
**And And I bet u will nt understand... wad u tink it is the reason is nt the whole ting... until u knw it, u wld den realise it...

As for my love life... hope everyting would be better =)

tata

Wednesday 13th May 2009

2009-05-13T21:52:00.002+08:00

Hi... blog...
been in tis class, W65N, for like 3weeks alrdy... we become mre and mre bonded but becos I kip emo... so nt really into bonding wit them... haix...

Birthday coming... tis sat going out wit wanxin they... still... i hope i will enjoy though I knw... I will kip tink abt him...

I... miss him... but he didnt knw... or mabe he just trying to hide frm me... i dunoe...
I hope he find me, I hope he can meet me... and celebrate my bdae wit me... but e more I hope... e mre i scared...
haix...
All i can say is...

I miss u...

Sunday 10th May 2009

2009-05-10T22:36:00.002+08:00

Hi bloggie...
Today is mother's day.... well... A HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to mama... or all mamas

haix emo whole day ytd... didnt really wanna say...

i just hope u are not angry towards me... Sry anyway...

sad is sad... but wad to do?

its hard to make this decision which i knw i have to start all over again...

but i have no choice cos...

i knw tat i love u...

well nvrm...

i just hope tat u wont ignore me and dislike me...

at least u can rmb me...

tata

Monday 4th May 2009

2009-05-04T22:19:00.001+08:00

heys blog...
haix

I AM SCARED...

I AM SAD...

I FEELING...

i dun wanna say le...

bb

Sunday 3rd May 2009

2009-05-03T11:44:00.002+08:00

Heys bloggie...
On thurs, met up wit Barry daddy for his dinner and we go walk walk lo... den Guoqing gt sms me but i slp le so nvr reply him and so nvr meet him tis weekends again T.T

haix nvm...

Then Fri is labour day!n sch and so after so many years, we siblings go watch movie tgt... hehex XD lol... on tat day I go jp buy ticket den go hmz -.- den after tat we go dere tgt to watch... me rite?hahax... JiaDing nvr join us -.- so only me Jiazhen(big bro) and Jiasheng(3rd bro)... lol.. watched Wolverine XD nice show i can say.... hahax...

Ytd, met up wit Barry again for his dinner and walk abit and go his hse slack... hahax... den nth much lo... at 1st wan go meet Guoqing but he nt in e mood so nvr go kajiao him... kay ba... tats all i tink...

argh laggy...

kkz... tatax...

Monday 27th April 2009

2009-04-27T15:12:00.002+08:00

yo bloggie...
RECAP last week~~~

Last sat went out wit Kelicia... Head to vivo to repair handphone den to toa payoh for her Fahrenheit's stuffs... Kelicia bought ALOT =X

hahax... den me and guoqing chat on phone on sat... talking abt our past and stuff... hehex... erm... happy la but i tink time is still needed for both of us...

hmm... kkz...

go back to work...

bb...

Thursday 23rd April 2009

2009-04-23T23:22:00.002+08:00

helo blog,

Love is nonsense...
Making one sad...
Making one disppointed...

After so many years, u are still e only one in my heart...

why?

E way u treat me makes me sad but yet, i didnt choose to give up...

Why?

All i can say is, ILU

tata

Tuesday 21st April 2009

2009-04-21T21:41:00.002+08:00

heys bloggie...

Sch starts alrdy haix... emo everyday... haix misses someone alot but nvrm...

Met a couple of new friends but dunoe whole class yet...

Haix... today i feel like i eat alot lidat, dun feel like eating tml le...

Haix... let nature take its course ba...

Missing still...

bb~

Sunday 19th April 2009

2009-04-19T23:39:00.002+08:00

Hie bloggie...
After so many I am back to sq 1... i dunoe y, after all this while, e one i like is still Guoqing... but wad to do... i am lost... he doesnt seems like he wanna get back or wad... He say he is afraid of failure again...

To be honest, I am afraid too... And I knw, it shld be more frightening to me... cos i wuld really take yrs to forget and put dwn... or maybe nvr... I dunoe... But my feelings tells me tat I shld try or I will regret...

Lets see hw it goes...
Tml sch start still cant get to slp... haix tink alot until cannot slp... rather come wath show...

Thursday 16th April 09

2009-04-16T03:32:00.002+08:00

Hey bloggie...
so long nvr update liaox... erm... GC close liaos haix gudbye... T.T

a couple of tings to update...

Sch starting liaox!!!!!! yay lol...

Last fri went out wit Ivan to cineleisure... Raining sia so suay... and we bought an umbrella lol... Long john for dinner and crapping... Catch a movie call "Knowing" not very nice... but okok la... ending sucks lo...

Going out wit Kelicia tml... hahax... tata

Tuesday 24th March 2009

2009-03-24T22:51:00.002+08:00

yo bloggie...
ytd go out wit Kelicia to shop for her stuffs... Bought sunglasses, blue ribbon halter and a tie... hahax... Meet Ivan after tat and we go for lunch...

A "seafood restaurant" place... The bake rice sucks >.< and the fish and chip rocks! XD well... its not very ex though...

Then we acc Ivan to shop awhile more... He bought a hoodies... Black with white lines... Quite nice XD

Today, bought my cat to see a doctor... KAO make me sebei worry... When I reach, my hands are shaking... Like her mother like tat hahax... She have high fever sia! 40.4!!! omg... but when the nurse wanna take temperature by poking the thermometer into her anus =X she struggle hahax...

She then got an injection gosh, like nvr scream at all... like not pain lo -.- if me i sure sian.... maybe she too fat XD yea she slim dwn due to her sickness and yet she weigh 4.95 kg!!!! -.- fat cat lol...

Now having difficulty in feeding medicine to her zzz... wait mum back haix...

Okok... mimi get well soon XD LOVE U

tata

Friday 20th March 2009

2009-03-20T16:22:00.003+08:00

helo blog...
Fell down a few days ago... argh still gt e scar on my leg... yet i still wear shorts go out XD

GC CLOSING DOWN.... sad haix.... miz ya peeps...

Yr 2 sem 1 same class wit wanxin and Ong yay!!!!!

hmmm... wad shld I write i dunoe?

k tata...

Friday 6th March 09

2009-03-06T03:41:00.002+08:00

heys blog...
hahax GC too much den neglect u lol...

ehh Ivan just come back GC XD

On Wed went out wit Ivan for Movie... OF COS IS MARLEY AND ME!! hahax... starting the dog is cute den abit funny ending is the dog die... haix expected... abit sad and sorrow.... Some ppl cried in cinema and I cried abit la... But cos they nvr add on somemre memories of them tat will make me very sad... Ivan ALMOST cry... too bad they lack of someting...

But nice show i can say XD

kkz... tats all tata

Monday 23rd Feb 09

2009-02-23T16:16:00.001+08:00

Yoz blog....
INTERNET INTERNET INTERNET...
Finally gt internet le.... Off for GC! XD

tata...

Friday 20th Feb 2009

2009-02-20T17:25:00.002+08:00

Helo....
OMG OMG...
Marley and Me (The movie) is coming out soon!I'm gona catch it... its like dam funny i guess... hehehehx... tink gona jio Ivan out once again for tat movie... lol... I found tat ever since 2009 or shld I say 2008 dec.... I seems to be having Movie spree... LOL! watch and watch movie... luckily all are nice ones...

hehex... well... in sarch for job again... doesnt wish to say wad happen seriously... tats so crap though... anyway GETTING BACK TO GC SOON!!! woohoo... peeps I am coming back wait for me!!! hahax...

kkz tat shld be all tatax...

Monday 16th Feb 2009

2009-02-16T19:05:00.002+08:00

yo bloggie...
A LATE HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL!!!

hahax... on 14th feb which is valentine's day... went out wit Ivan and Kelicia... ONCE AGAIN the besties are out hahax... an Ivan bought each of us roses hehex.... watched e movie at VivoCity... Movie call Underworld... not bad and it was quite nice... the story line was good and the actions all was fantastic... Secret Recipe for Dinner... Total bill of $56++ dotz...

Found a job... waiting for confirmation... still in search for one more weekend job hehex...

kkz... cya

Friday 6th Feb 2009

2009-02-06T16:16:00.002+08:00

yo bloggie...
Currently my hse internet was down so wont be able to update often... well nw I am in search for a job XD searching searching searching...

Hm... have a so called "class BBQ" on wed... Si Tianzhi thought tat it was on thursday -.- and so eric, munhou and him didnt turn up... zzz then only left my clique de... ashley, daphne and hazzizul arrive in the nite where we nida go... LOL... wad a class bbq become like "shift BBQ"... they come we go diaox...

Took a couple of pics but havnt get them yet... today maybe going out wit Ivan... lets see hw it goes...

okok... TATA

Saturday 31st Jan 2009

2009-01-31T12:46:00.002+08:00

Yo bloggie...

Dig out sumting from my folder...

W47P class convo!! hahax... miss u, peeps...

Friday 30th Jan 2009

2009-01-30T14:00:00.003+08:00

Helo blog...

hahax now I am getting the maple feel back as nowadays kip finding the sound tracks for henesys, lith habour and etc lo... so cool la... hahax... gt the sense of my childhood... hehex... then i say this

Hehex... cool rite... hahax the maple leaf... so cute lol... but I didnt go back maple though... lol maybe I will go back soon ba.... xD even my sound track also change to maple song... hehex... nw I am walking in a mapleway... not milkyway lol...

Steamboat wit peeps soon and also mahjong wit carmen and gang soon woo... YEA MAN hahax...

Wednesday 28th Jan 2009

2009-01-28T15:11:00.002+08:00

Yo bloggie...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR....!!

hahax... on tat day... standard ting me and Ivan do was to meet for movie... -.- its like sum sort of curse as we plan to watch on monday and he booked the ticket on the wrong day which force us to watch on chinese new year eve -.- Watched inkheart but not as nice as expected... popcorn was quite nice and we finished it up at the very beginning if the show -.- hahax...

Chinese new year we gather and eat steamboat tgt... wow first time my mum eat with us as she use to stay in the kitchen doing her stuffs but tis yr she came and join us... hahax... tats rite... XD now she like seems more free, always say she nth to do lol... ask me pei her shopping hahax... den we play mahjong for these few days... lose alot for the first day and won some for the second...

Today, went interview and after tat acc my mum to bugis de Guan Yin Temple for some praying... just acc her only lo... den we head to eat Macdonalds... it have been long since my mum acc for macdonalds... so happie... hahax...

ok... gtg cya

Sunday 25th Jan 09

2009-01-25T13:12:00.003+08:00

hiee bloggie...
haix fri was the last day of sch... LAST DAY IN W47P T.T Haix I will miss all of u...

The person I will miss most are:
Janice - I will miss ur stupid crush on me hahax...
Peiying - The days I grab water frm u
Joreen - The days i pok u
Beatrice - The days I suan ur eyes
Isabel - The days we chat loud loud

The person that I will miss too are:
Tianzhi - The days u crap with me abt stupid stuffs and ask me do stupid ting... Ask us to buy
food, ask about sch work and always being the one providing "resources"
Andy - Always make stupid comments abt me and say I am crazy... Gud to kajiao with and our "idol" Andy Lau, as well as our fans XD (S.H.E)
Zakir - Always give me funny face and tok crap with me...
Kenneth - Always suan me and purposely ask me all those questions... Doing n saying stupid
ting...
Eric - The days u kip give comments on my craziness...
Haiqal - Always ask me to stop it due to my craziness...
Hazzizul n Ashley - Always kajiao me with tat dumb face n actions... Calling me "smelly jelly" -.-

Others in class:
I will always miss the days u guys are in class T.T making the class so noisy and lively...

Thanks everyone in W47P... I will deeply miss u all...

Thursday 22nd Jan 09

2009-01-22T14:16:00.002+08:00

hie bloggie...
wow I am dam tired ytd.... acc mum to pioneer mall for some new year stuffs and I carry the 10kg!!! rice back hmz alone! omg... its so heavy yet I make it yay...!! hehex... My endurance not bad hahax... Today skip sch as I wake up late and lazy to move lol...

Tml last day of school!!! Which mean its the end of Year 1!! and last day in w47p omg T.T I will miss them badly la....the crazy class with gamers, smokers and crappers... hahahax XD seriously u guys make me so high and care for me whenever I nid it... all the joy and laughter I will nvr forget... T.T

Okayx, there it goes a short post...
tata

Wednesday 21st Jan 09

2009-01-21T19:00:00.002+08:00

yo bloggie...
hahahax... ytd went out with angela for some shopping... we bought a pink-black kimono each and like as if we are twins hahahax... then I bought another black kimono with beautiful flower design... XD also some belts... den shop around the whole place also cant find the boots I like... T.T while angela bought a pair of shoes!T.T

Then when we get into a shop to buy "safety pants" I took one of it and hang it on one of my fingers and when we walk out I didnt even realise I was still taking it!! OMG... den I faster rush back and return it OMG.... hahahax... like so paiseh T.T and angela kip laugh at me -.-

KFC for lunch cum dinner XD then we also go buy hoodies grey for me and white for angela.... maybe we will exchange one day and try XD or see how lo =X hehex... bought tou hua back homez.... then tats all for ytd lo...

Today in school, Brought 2 tou hua I bought to school for Janice and Peiying hahahax... they say "you really bring arr" lol.... hey hey I kip promise de okay! XD
Term gona end kinda sad sob!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I will miss all of u SOB!!

And And I got a pair of boots from Charles and Keith finally XD and I found I bought alot clothes =x

okok abit too long le... so tata...

Tuesday 20th Jan 09

2009-01-19T23:58:00.003+08:00

yo bloggie...
okayx finally i blog i knw... well nwadays "window" shop shop and shop! ehh... dun get wrong idea, is online de window shop as in blogshop XD oh well bought a couple of stuffs and waiting for arrival... XD hmm... bought some stuffs from JP too... one jeans shorts, 2 shirts... yea i tink so far like tis la hahax...

Hahax... today as promise, prepared some lunchbox for my friends.... Janice, Peiying, Kelicia and MUAIIX... hehex... the lunchbox consist of luncheon meat, Sunng egg and cauliflower... gt soup also!! chicken soup hehex hmm... my mum cook one cos when I wake up she said she cooked alrdy -.-

Their comment is the food are nice LOL!

okay dunoe wad to say le tata...

Monday 12th Jan 09

2009-01-12T00:03:00.002+08:00

yo blog...
hmm just finish work for these two days... tired -.- but my work improve hehex... XD
abit get use to it le lo... today angela come and find me hahax... den we chat lo... and we go hmz after tat... LOL! like she come here for fun nia hahax... den tml her result out... hahax

GUD LUCK ANGELA... =X

ok well... tml nt going to sch due to some reason... and was planning to go walk about see gt anyting buy ma... hmm...
Family have some problem tat i dun wanna care too much la... haix... I am too bored about all the problem faced alrdy... mum always knw how to say father's bad... yet she herself dunoe hw to say herself... -.-

well tats all i guess tatax...

Friday 9th Jan 09

2009-01-09T09:14:00.002+08:00

yo bloggie...
hahax... last weekend i start work... abit sian lo... den i saw a pocket "spot the difference book".. and within 4 days complete liaox... LOL... nt becos it is too simple but when i bring to class, alot snatch to play... sob T.T haix sianx...

wootx... ytd went out wit Joreen as accompanying her to Clark Quay's - Paisley and Cream to buy her friend's birthday present... she bought some cookie monster cupcake which look so cute and a heart shape cupcake... all very nice lo... Then she give us a namecard.... wahahahax... i will order cake frm dere nxt time cos is really very sweet and nice of her la... she say we can email her the type of cake we wan and she will make for us... hahahx...

Then I bought a pair of slippers ytd frm D&C.... $38.90 lol... so ex... and I bought the kinda famous bread, 4get e stall name... their bread is recommended on tv de... I bought the chocolate and cream one... hahax... for just 60cents each...

hmm.... so tats all for ytd hehex... kkz... tata...

Monday 5th Jan 09

2009-01-05T09:29:00.003+08:00

Yo bloggie...
HAPPY NEW YEAR!! hahax... now 2009 liaox... hehex must have new aim and new wishes woots..... Hope all my friend's wishes would come thru this year...

hehex... during new year eve, went out wit Ivan den we head to VivoCity to catch a movie... Journey to The Centre of the Earth 3D!! wootz.. quite fun la hahahax... like the feeling abit funny... hehex... and quite nice too... Secret Recipe for our dinner... quite nice la the food we order.... den we head hmz... countdwn in GC... hehex...

Today 1st day of sch... lol... Faci say and say dotz... ok nvrm.... enterprise UT no more liaox can just slack hehex... well... RP kinda bo liao... go advertise on radio still send us the track also lol... so much money -.-

n yea chinese new year coming!!! i gona go shopping soon!! and buy new clothes... woohoo... shopping I LOVE IT hehex... i gona buy more and more clothes liao....

okok... go le hehex tata...

Wednesday 24th Dec 08

2008-12-24T23:07:00.003+08:00

yo blog...
EARLY MERRY XMAS!!! hahax... woo... today went out wit Ivan for movie called "BedTime Stories"... hahahx... quite funny lo and nice... the whole cinema is filled wit laughter... at 1st wan go vivocity watch de cos can watch nite view summre, but no ticket, so we go Marina Square watch lo.... then pizzahut for dinner... WOOO!! gt staff discount cos Ivan met his sch de friend... den was like he kip saying is his credit LOL... hahax...

hahahx... woo... gt a job for sat and sun during sch days.... hope everyting will be fine!~ XDD and everyting will be smooth...

Den nw at hmz.... woo counting dwn soon! 11.15 le hehehex.... counting down with bros! the first yr all bros at hmz including me... woo... family countdwn... lets all cheers and wait for xmas to ARRIVE!

wee!~~

tata....

Tuesday 16th Dec 08

2008-12-16T17:34:00.002+08:00

yo bloggie...
ytd abit emo... dunoe y emo me starts my job again hahax...

ohh well... i just knew that i would just kp playing my games tis holidays to fill my time... woo... my mage chiong until lvl 47 liao... wakakakax... den help chaserz wit attendance and etc... hmmm... its so rare to see me blogging during holidays de as i will be gaming all the way but dunoe y abit sian le so i come blog lo...

Gona find job real soon!... hehex... meeting Ivan and Kelicia for job interview tml... hopefully it will be a success... my W47P girl's gang is having an outing on 22nd of dec at town... but horx i still dunoe whether i wanna go anot... they kip say i nvr go den nt high... lol i knw i abit kisiao one hahax... well i see hw la later i lazy lol...

k ba tats all for today tata...

Wednesday 10th Dec 08

2008-12-10T10:57:00.002+08:00

yo blog...
hahax... i almost forgot tat last fri i met angela out lol =X hahax... remind me of the counter crew who make alot mistake lol... we at 1st wan meet ernest but we get to e wrng place and we walk e whole JP just to find sumting to eat... mos STILL for dinner...

well today in sch quite boring.... abit moodless today la hahax.... then Janice so scared like tat =X hehex... no la nt angry u just moody... I NT EMO OKAY =X well... den i nw doing nth... hehehex... i am so bored...

bua buai...